My Dilemma

My squad was in confidence.

But, I was not!

Later, because of her I got overconfidence.

But, my confidence was in darkness.

Even though my confidence was in darkness.

Yet, she was reason of my happiness.

Even she wasn't in my team.

But, I thought she supported me as a beam.

I know, when I first saw her.

I lost the match before performance.

Perhaps, due to her resonance.

Or due to my overconfidence?

Then, I was unable to understand.

What is happening with me?

But, even today; I don't know.

Why I lost the match before performance?

I don't know!

Why?

Is it due to her resonance,

Or due to my overconfidence?