Will You Trust Me?

Will you trust me if I say..

I know how relaxing it is to weep under

Shower when nobody can hear your pain..

Will you trust me if I say..

I know how impatient it is to wait for

Everyone to fall asleep so that you can

Slap and curse yourself for being stupid whole life..

Will you really trust me if I say..

I know how wonderful it feels to remain complete silent for hours and

Awake with a jerk..

Will you trust me if I say..

I know exactly how it feels to give your body and soul to some worthless

Being and hallucinating not to turn mad..