Love of Alcohol

Hear the clash of bottles

Pour another glass

Watching my whole world smash

Yeah, you like it when I crash

It's really fun to be the cause

Of putting my life on pause

slitting me to shreds with claws

Look at all the blood it draws

I hemorrhage all over this place

And that smile on your face

Assures me that you'll never waste

All of what makes me a big disgrace

Seeping, dripping, leaking from my veins

Burst apart my clouds of pain

Tonight you want to play out in the rain

Tears are what you want to attain

And I'll give you what you want

If you promise to make it stop

I'll keep filling your cup

Each time that I cry for us

So make my blood into your alcohol

Any level it's your call

I can keep on going higher

Of being your bartender I shall not tire

I'll give you more and more

My blood a delicious cordial

Blend me into the perfect mix

Screams at night

Echo off into the distance

Unheard silent cries

Unexpressed words

They will lead to my pain

Though pleasure sounds much the same

So I find ways

To just maintain

Hiding, masking and concealing

Never revealing

That I'm the merchant of all his demands

The contents of the bottle in his hands

That catches him if he should fall

That one special drink

That stops him from having to think

I save him like he'll save me

Unintended consequences never daunt me

As I feed his addiction

When I cry with fervor

And the messed up truth is

That even though I'm hurting

I'm addicted to his using

So I'll let him keep on doing.