Purged Dreams

Beautiful campus all around. 

A forest in mid of a host city with no monsters.

Reputed institute who people die for.

I wanted to make an impression on the world.

Been a girl from a small town I made a breakthrough by convincing my parents.

Blessed by hard work and intelligence 

I made an impact.

But there was some reason I was isolated.

Not sure what the reason was.

Was I not intelligent enough?

Was I not a deserving candidate?

Was I am the odd one out?

Was my background a reason?

Was my caste a reason?

With a lot of trust in the state which belongs to everyone I came.

But I was humiliated for mistakes of not mine.

A lot of community and students forum I sought for help, but none helped.

With anxiety and depression, my performance went down.

I have no reason to live, as my ambitions are in disarray.

Sorry, father could not fulfill your dreams.

No one can change my decision for taking my life. But I hope the institute takes action on the people who do things without evidence and have pushed me to this decision, hopefully, there is no other student like me in the future.

Suicide thoughts occur at times, but the institute should take serious steps to check the issues. Blame on the talent of a student is unacceptable. Just a request to think about the people who love you at any cost, education is not important in front of life.