Love

 Love can be messy, it can be peace in chaos and can make you a lot more vulnerable than you ever were all at the same time but love is surely not what you see in movies or read in books. 

There is perhaps no other feeling which can give you happiness and sadness both at the same time. 

When a person is in love, he goes out of his way to do things he wouldn't have done for some normal person. From making playlists which remind the person of his love to making cute little handwritten love letters, the person begins to make time amidst his busy schedule just for that special person. Nights are also spent imagining them to be in your arms while both of you lay down after a tiring day at work. 

The once upon a time person who went to bed before midnight now stays awake an extra hour just to spend more time talking to his love or prefers falling asleep while listening to the other person's voice. 

But the real issue starts when the other person falls out of love or confesses that he/she never had the same feelings for you. Then, the same nights which were spent in talking to them are spent in crying and grief accompanied by overthinking about where and how did the things go wrong and where did you lack. 

You feel like a complete idiot for taking out so much time from your tight schedules doing something for someone who never felt the same way for you right from the start. Slowly and gradually you begin to lose faith in love and become successful in believing that maybe just maybe love isn't meant for you. In short, love is a painfully beautiful feeling which everyone should indeed experience just to know what it is to feel peace and chaos both at the same time.

 

Love can be messy, it can be peace in chaos and can make you a lot more vulnerable than you ever were all at the same time but love is surely not what you see in movies or read in books. 

There is perhaps no other feeling which can give you happiness and sadness both at the same time. 

When a person is in love, he goes out of his way to do things he wouldn't have done for some normal person. From making playlists which remind the person of his love to making cute little handwritten love letters, the person begins to make time amidst his busy schedule just for that special person. Nights are also spent imagining them to be in your arms while both of you lay down after a tiring day at work. 

The once upon a time person who went to bed before midnight now stays awake an extra hour just to spend more time talking to his love or prefers falling asleep while listening to the other person's voice. 

But the real issue starts when the other person falls out of love or confesses that he/she never had the same feelings for you. Then, the same nights which were spent in talking to them are spent in crying and grief accompanied by overthinking about where and how did the things go wrong and where did you lack. 

You feel like a complete idiot for taking out so much time from your tight schedules doing something for someone who never felt the same way for you right from the start. Slowly and gradually you begin to lose faith in love and become successful in believing that maybe just maybe love isn't meant for you. In short, love is a painfully beautiful feeling which everyone should indeed experience just to know what it is to feel peace and chaos both at the same time