Sheila Ann

Romance

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Sheila Ann

Romance

I Love You, Always

I Love You, Always

2 mins
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It was a Friday like everything else. I was down and my eyes were tired after the 4th time you said no to me. Looking at your photos and videos of you made me yearn for your love. Your words are like flowers bloomed in spring and sensuous, erotica playing to my muse. 


"But there was no other way, i cant cope with your wants and needs". 


I was confused. Is it too much to just wanting you, perhaps? 

"Alas, I will always be needing you and wanting you, I Love You. You said I was your soulmate, how could you do this to me"?  


And I cried, sitting inside a sweet smelling cafe, with its richness freshly baked chocolate brownies in front of me. 


I thought well why don't I just give the lad what he wants, scornful that i just imagine how the previous relationships went downhill. 


He looked at me inside of the screen of my ipad. With my longing look of my eyes, he said it was over. He continued, but i just switch off my ipad cause i know, now nothing good comes out from him. He was aching with sorrows and tiredness.


I was like him feeling dejected and unwanted by the person whom we've given our life for. Both of us were looking for each other, took comfort under the blue sun and now, it died under mushroom clouds. 


Till death do us apart, the sentiment I assume. I can never become unchristian with these scriptures back in my head.


My mind was jammed for a little while, I thought about that day when he kissed me on the forehead after we amorously made love. Holding our breath, our hands were touching honeyed sentiments of hidden pleasures. 


" Do you go to the seaside? I asked. Waves will come crashing and take the sand with it. But how many times the waves come, the beach will always be there, for the waves too longingly take and leave the sand dunes behind".


I am the wave, I will always grasp you, I will never let you go, I said holding on his cheek smudged with kisses. 


I hit the send button on the messenger and prayed to God he will read this beyond his time growing fainter. 


I saw the mountain range outside the window of winter clasp town, Fuji-san. At the end of the snowy mountain, can you see the trail where it goes to the valley of shadows, there I shall remain waiting for you.  


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