Explore the new Generation of 2021

I have always been a traditional person and think that as things show in the family movie the same goes in real life. But I was wrong.

I started to talk to new people. I don’t say on the social media platform. But I used for the first time dating app to know people from different areas. I have seen myself I don’t take much interest in knowing people. I don’t allow myself to enter into my deep core heart. It is making me somewhere left behind to know the hidden truth of this new generation. I planned let take a challenge and see what happens. Meeting new people and exploring new cultures became my day. It not always bad when you need a good friend in your life. I remember the movie ‘Dear Zindagi’ in which Sharukh Khan teaches Alia Bhatt to get a good chair one needs to sit in many chairs to see if that is the best one. So, when we look for so many chairs, not for Partners. It is quite challenging for me when I have lost people in my life and thought to give them another chance to make things better. To have good relationships with people. The first I understood I need to communicate that I don’t usually do. I usually hide my feeling and emotions I don’t know why. Maybe I don’t know how to express it in words. It has always a difficult task for me to express myself through words. But yeah, I am very good at showing and I feel people easily understand through my actions what is going in my mind. But they ask me some questions I just deny them. May it is a kind of fear and anxiety. 

I talked to one of my friends today, he told me so many realities. First is, I need to accept impermanence and nothing stable in this world. Everything keeps moving on. But I want to know the answer to why I still deny knowing the reality. We people love to be in dreams because there is pleasure, comfort, and happiness. We take things for granted and in this way we are fooling ourselves.