Empty Feelings

I never knew - one day Ill not be able to stay next to you, ill only look at your picture rather than seeing you directly, I'll have to hug your photo but not physically.

I still get up hoping a text from you, while I myself text ill still not worry about you not replying me.I never knew- I would be walking alone and my hands and shoulders will be empty.

I never knew- I'll be playing your voice record at 12 which wishes me happy birthday my love..l'll be cutting cake alone, your gifts are packed again and I'll have to re-open it like you have gifted me..!

But this feel is still ok, I'll keep all your harsh words with me, I'll not talk about how you left.l'll still wake up the same like being ok, but never stop to spend our time at night...

My silent fight will never end, I know I can't love anyone the way I loved you, the feel is same since beginning till today, the feel which will never change.... you have gone far from me yet I feel you are just next to me, it will be you and only you till the end no matter its with you or without you..