Deja Vu

It was 2 am in the night and my pen was nibbling the white paper to indite poems, suddenly the power failed and in the darkness, she groped me to make love to her. Whispering, 'Darling, I love you' she did cafune and I dimpled her contour with love.

Can't you stay in your world and find any partner, I whispered? 

No, idiot, I can't find any handsome like you there, your love doesn't allow me to do nonsense, she whispered. 

If you come like this and allure me to love you, I will not be able to stay in this mortal world, I cooed to her. 

Oh! Baby, don't worry, I will not come to disturb you when you will be marrying someone else, that will be painful, but still I will control my emotions and from distance, I will watch you both, dropping that nonsense yet resentful tears, she cooed. 

Why won't you come, you have to come, you have to mingle yourself into her soul, I won't remain separated from you, if you don't agree with my proffer, then leave me from this very moment, and go to your place to stay there as a lady ghost, I don't want to love a ghost, I don't want to love a ghost, I whispered? 

Oh! My darling, don't worry about the future, I will come once to mingle with your partner to offer you the deja vu, but I will not come again, you will have to love her, you will have to stay with her, she whispered.

Suddenly, the light glowed and wearing her dress, she planted on my lips the last kiss of the night and took leave. 

I shouted in silence, 'Nirupama, don't go, don't go, don't go, don't break my illusioned realities.'