You and Me are Different'

It makes me like I'm on something,

But that's not really my thing...

My body is dripping,

Scarring my perfectness,

Tearing-up in whispers,

I hear the unfair gratitude of mine...

No I don't want those same stories, again;

No tears, no happiness, no flaws and those words repeated...

I'm lookin' for somethin' different...

My eyes are sick of those searching for love and luck;

Running out of time even when I can have enough;

Body-obsessed people pretending I'm their perfect...

Just some little difference in somethin' so I could earn my existence, would have being a little better...

Walkin' my steps I'm taking a road I don't know,

Seekin' somethin' different...

My eyes are sick of seeing all those things like people pretending me again...

Scattered in stars I'm again gettin' those feels...

Hell over Heaven;

And I'm unlocked in the zone I pretended ill...

I don't want it any please; 

People acting shameless,

Words hitting my eyes as I roll 'em;

And I don't know what to say and do as I'm done with every being and thing... 

I'm lookin' for something different that's not a fake scene...

These days I don't want something I have being on regularly;

But askin' my glory to show me something different as I don't know how to survive my presence...

People are acting as they pretend me their pretendence but I have no interest in their existence;

No discussion related gossips and no more, 'I wish if this person was for real' talks... 

No I'm losing my interest again and again...

As looking, liking, loving, losing is bitter now...

Tell me, tell me something my eyes have never seen...

Tell me, tell me something that my ears have never heard...

I want something different, something new;

As you and me are different...