Strength

How could it be that you let our love fall

There were times in our life that we had it all

As the weather got colder my attention did shift,

But I could never be ready for this.

Yes, my attitude did change; then you cut me so deep.

Is it possible to push someone to cheat?

So I pray not for gold nor for worldly riches

I pray for strength, wisdom, and forgiveness.

Did I not tell you enough how beautiful you are.

Do I deserve the bleeding of this never healing scar?

Would it be different that night If I said please don't go?

That I will always love you, that you're food for my soul.

But I didn't swear and hollered with names.

Not knowing our love would never be the same.

Then you told me what happened and I started to cry.

And I felt like half of my spiritual body had died.

As much as you're sorry, should I take some of the blame?

Should I forgive and forget? Would you do the same?

Is our love worth saving? Have I any more to give this?

I ask the Lord for strength, wisdom and forgiveness.