SHUFFLE MY PAIN

From the dawn of my cries I'll thrive till the dusk where all my worries rest

With the shame that lies within my heart I'll watch twilight, and smile to the extinction of my past.

With the rage held captive, hope is born to the new beginning of realisation

A turmoil world cuffed by silence to spread a serene, though in a turf of the unworthy not every last moment marks an era

My dreams of which are a sorrow to reality, though aesthetic. The stars fell in destruction to the admiral of my crush, to ride I've tried.

To unleash the will to live; my life, let the tables turn to the point I can raise a laughter and keep it to myself as part of  me from the lesson learnt.

The vessel of Joy, I wish to let the flow of happiness will on my sadness, a drop of regret that it shouldn't be, but a vast health laughter will be the reincarnation to show remorse

Fear designed a caution sign towards my dreams,  an indication which is quite a nightmare to me and my dreams.

"My soul persist to exist", an argument I take departure when brought up regardless of the lies

These wounds have seen death wrapping my existence, it's a captured soul that they wish to devour.

These tears have flooded my goals, the overflow of what's dear to me has me hostage. 

 In dispute with my inner voice, my decisions are firm. I'll plead on my knees facing head down to earth, but with the value which is useless to what we will pay with our lives, our souls shall face the fear of the same terror.

What's leakage to reality is knowing what's true about lies. Knowing the real truth is the  wrath paid as the result of being jittery.

At a sail of new hope, the wave of my thoughts responds clearly to the coast, but with the wind at ease I'll not let my pride anchor fate to rest.