On My Way

On my way to see you,

On my way to be with you.

Awake at night, my dreams, they are all about you.

I can't justify, why I don't wanna see you,

Is it? I'm not in love with you,

Or is it, that I'm terrified that you will leave me there to.

I renounce all of my love,

Still I'm in love with you,

I, myself, pronounced you dead,

Now I sleep over a grave, above the buried memories of me and you.

Now, when I'm again standing on my own,

You keep on coming back for me.

In my heart, there's a tug of war on,

Between self-respect and you.

The struggle is,

I wanna be with you,

But at the same time,

I'm somewhat happy without you.