I Want To Free Myself

Want to be a bird, 

Want to fly 

And never come back. 

Exhausted, exasperated 

I am with my daily 

Competition with myself. 

Ambiguous, paradoxical 

I have become 

Failing to justify the difference 

Between happiness and my wanting.

Infamous I have never become 

Though I have tried many times, 

I have nothing to lose, 

I have nothing to show off. 

Pretension has 

Become my religion 

That I am bored now to follow. 

I want to be free, 

I want to be free as a bird, 

I want to fly, 

I want to fly 

And 

Never come back 

To Fight with myself 

To compete again for vainglory,

I want to fly, 

I want to fly, 

I want to free myself, 

I want to free myself.