Crossroads

I sit in silence tonight,

Where nothing feels quite right.

My mind was whirring with thoughts;   

Ignoring the hassled knots.

 

They told me it was a gift of choice,

But they gave me options I didn’t enjoy.

They said it was a going to be okay;

That it was just a game we play.

 

It hurt so much, to choose between,

What I love, what I want and what I need.

The pathways are slowly drifting apart,

And it continues to break my heart.

 

I was at the crossroads of my life,

I couldn’t choose without causing strife;

Do I go this way or that way?

What difference could my choice make anyway?