BRIEF OF GRIEF!

I am sad

My mental fabric is engulfed with an obscure cloud

A sense of numbness is acting on me in loud

Sadness alone hovering on me with sheer proud

I do not feel at all to survive

My emotions are killing me with an amazing hype!

 

I truly cannot envisage

Why I lost my desire to survive in what context with rage

How I have been marooned by sheer dissatisfaction

Why life appears as meaningless in what condition

Only I evidently know

Without heat, pressure and temperature nothing can grow and glow

It is the human spectrum

Which receive reflections of nature and adapt at random!

 

But I truly cannot able to fathom

Why fear of dying engulfing me and forcing to accept the nature’s eternal norm

Despite I know death is inevitable and momentarily knocking

My fancy for my planet Earth where I emerge is only discerning

I crave and yearn to live more

Which is self contradictory to my existence in nature’s floor

I am in utter dilemma

Hinging myself between life and death in an amazing panorama!

 

I wonder how can I get rid of such fear

Why I cannot conquer fear with my hereditary inherent vigor

I thrived and strive out of combating the available situation

Which alone nurture me to sustain with an eternal simulation

Fighting against nature and making it amenable is my inherent trait

My signature I draw in nature’s floor in continuum to ensure I am a living being and I do fret

I also possess kindness which is a quality utterly rare out of all creatures

I solemnly bestow my heartiest gratitude to my host who ensures my exposition in rapture!

 

But to be very honest

I still bearing an unbearable pain

Why I cannot obtain any favorable gain

Why I am suffering with sheer disdain

I really do not feel any longer for living in my available domain

I only desperately longing for a soothing haven!

 

But I only aspire of my memoir

Where my past prevails on present to make a delectable repertoire

For my posterity I only yearn

They do ruminate, thrive and exist with élan!