And Think

No matter how much I try.

My actions are met with defeat.

When it comes to you.

I'll have a drink.

As I drink, I think

 and think.

Numb.

Numbing.

Drowning as I sink.

My actions, as of you.

Will not be my defeat.

But,

    for now, I'll have a drink.

and As I drink, I will think

                           and think.