"Drifting again. I do that a lot ,float around in my own head and get lost. Maybe everyone does that, they just have better grasp of their own thoughts than me .Mine are restless ,wild and mostly irrational but they make me feel. They make me crazy ,caged, elevated all at once and I want them to stop ,now. But when they do stop I want them back. They are my drug, I am my own drug, I am addicted to my uncertainty."