Let's Have Some Food

I was busy in filling the forms. It took our whole day. We had planned so much- we gonna visit the museum, gonna had some sweet dish in the new restaurant. After submitting the forms, I remembered that I had kept my bag at his home, we went to take it. It was 2 pm. His mom reminds us that she had wished for my admission to one of their deities they follow. It was Thursday, and we both need to visit their holy place, in order to thank God. We went there. It took us about 2 hours. But, his mom was happy as we did what she wants us to do. We both just had breakfast and didn't have anything since then. We both were hungry. 

I was getting calls from my mom. I told her that I was submitting some documents, so I got late. She once said it's OK. But after 10 minutes, she started me calling again and again. I was furious at her, at myself. He was planning to have some street food with me. But, I was in no mood to have food. All of my hunger went somewhere else, thinking about my mom's red face. I literally begged him to speed his bike.

 He was angry," What about my food? I am planning so much to eat . I had nothing since morning, you know it. Still, you don't care about me. You do the same, the fucking every time. "

"Please listen to me once. You know me na. I m trying to make a balance between love and study."

"Still, you ignore me every time. Your balance doesn't include me. Every time, you proved me right, that I m not your priority. What if you got late just by 10 minutes. I m telling you, I won't be able to go with this. I don't know, why I am mad for you. When I already knew, you don't love me. Sometimes I doubt my own commitment, whether do you even love me ?"

"Hey listen, I do love you. You just know me. I couldn't. I know you hadn't eaten anything, just because of me. But, please try to understand. It's just a coincidence. I had no issue to accompany you there, except time issue. It doesn't mean, I don't love you. "

"What coincidence?? Every time I am hungry, I just ask you to accompany me and every single time, you had a problem with that. Tell me a single time you accompanied me. Which love are you talking about? My one-sided love for you??"

"Baby!"

"What baby? I had said so much. Did you even once say that no, let's go and had something? Why would you do that? It's for me na."

"I will make you horny right here."

"Oh really. It won't affect me now. You had spoiled all of my moods. And now, even your sugar-coated words can't make me feel anything. Feelings can be felt when your stomach is full. When hunger stuck in your mind, feelings are worthless. "

"Yr. Please drop me here only."

 I said as we passed through the stop.

"Will you just shut your mouth? I will drop you wherever I want, whenever I want."

"Hey ." 

I was blushing.

"What? You don't think about me. You don't love me but I do."

Usually, he dropped me near the Church from the backside. But that day, he took me through the flyover. Straight !!

"Are we going through the main road?"

"Yes. Why are we hiding? We didn't even do anything wrong. Let's face it. Your parents will come to know about us one day. You are mine and I had full rights on you. You had made me aggressive once, don't do it again. I will drop you. Just keep quiet. You can't choose me over your time. But, I can and let me do it."

He dropped me in front of the Church. Although, I was shivering with fear, whether somebody gonna see me. On the other hand, I was kept quiet. We both had a hug and I came to my home.